I, who was drowned in tears, decided to swim in the water

In the depths of the water, answers may be found. Chan, overwhelmed by tears, felt lost, floating and sinking in place. He faced a choice: to let the tears imprison him, patiently waiting for the tide to recede and provide an escape; or, to seize this opportunity, swim through the water, and uncover the hidden depths beneath. What lies within his heart?